It seems when one thing goes wrong, other things follow. I guess that would be Murphy's law. I swear I'm usually a optimist, but i have ran into some bad luck or situations it seems. They are really getting me down. I hate that money does seem to make the world go round.
I feel like i have failed at making it at doing what i love. I love doing hair! i feel like it gives me freedom to create, its very fulfilling for me. But unfortunately me and Adam cant make it on full feeling alone. So it has been a really hard decision for me but I'm going to get a 2nd job. I will still be doing hair full time, But I'm going to rearrange my hours to working at night. Night is when the majority of my clientele get their hair done. I will also be working normal Saturdays. This is not something i want to do but i have to. I have great clientele so I'm sure they will understand, and hopefully it wont effect them to much. It really stresses me out thinking about it because i feel like a really failed at making it.
But once me and Adam get caught up and seem to have a little more freedom, plus it wont feel like its all on his shoulders. Like i said before this was a really hard desion for me, I'm trying to take the route to effect as little people as possible.. I feel like I'm just rambling on, but i needed to relive some stress and writing does that for me. So on that note, if you hear of any places hiring m-f $10 up office work, let me know.
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