Every year i have the same resolutions that i don't follow like lose weight get healthy blah blah blah, and i don't do them. Nothing ever changes, sometimes it even gets worse and i get fatter. So it almost made me not even want to bother hoping for something new this year. But unfortunately I am optimist trapped in a pessimist body.
I do have goals that i am working toward this year. But if i don't accomplish them this week I am not going to just give up like i normally do. I need to be a never stopping work in progress. I need to get that mentality through my head.
Life is crazy and you never know where it will take you from one day to the next, you think you have it all figured out and then one day it can just change from no where, i see it happen all the time to people. This year the only real promise i have for myself is to not set myself up for failure, but at the same time do expect a little more from myself. I know what i want out of my life, and i know 98% of what it takes to get there. The hard part is my mind convincing my body. I know i have a strong willed person trapped deep down inside of me, i just don't like to finish what i start i get bored somewhere along the way and something else gets my attention. But i know i have this personality type so i just have to deal with it and push on, or vary it up so i don't get so bored. I feel like simplifying/declutter my life would help me keep a straighter focus. So anyways those are my goals not really "resolutions".
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