Im the kind of person that believes things happen for a reason. That all my steps are carefully placed before me. Some think its chance, timing, ect. I just think its the way things are supposed to go. Which doesnt really fit my personality because i like everyday to be a new adventure,lol. Last year was crazy for me and i went through all kinds of health and job changes it was just crazy!! I may have looked a little flakey on the outside but i wouldnt change it for the world. I felt like it helped me so much with getting closer with old friends as well as making lots of new awesome ones. I feel like the older i get the more value i see in having good friends. I went through a brief time after i got married where i didn't have any close friendships as i did. It was a struggle for me because my friends and me were at completely different places in our life. I was struggling with infertility at the time and that alone will suck the life out of you. I was also adjusting to married life. Long story short, i had a few falling out but over the years. I have grown as a person and tried to rebuild what had fallen apart.
I feel thankful to have made amends, it really is refreshing for your soul to forgive your self out of all people for the past.
I feel like my friends have carried me through so much, and im always thankful when i can repay the favor. You never realize how much you need friends, they help you see things in new perspective, and give you a push up when your down. Friends are the family that you choose. I know that in the past i havent been the best friend, but i feel like getting older and life changes make you see and appreciated the value of people that you can call at any hour, and that like you for being you. So this is for all the people i have ever called my friend, past, present and future, i really am thankful and love you all.
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