Today was another wake up call :( I bought a blood sugar testing kit, thinking that it was going to be somewhat normal, nope still freaking high 245 . I was very disappointed because i had worked so hard that past 2 days. I am new to this blood sugar crap so i dont know how long it takes before it goes down.
Today has not been easy in the least bit, i dont know why today has been so hard. I guess when you go from nothing to serious in 2 secs it just shocks your body. I am soo tired, for no reason. I did walk a mile today so thats a start. But i have a confession :( i thought i was going to die if i didnt have something sweet which is kinda ironic if you think about it, so i went to braums and searched out the lowest carb and sugar ice cream they have. Old habbits die hard, but atleast im making better choices when i totally jack up. Today is day 2 of no Dr pepper, but thats only hard after i eat.
I hate stress!! i hate money worries, i hate lots of things really. So this is going to be one of those blogs,lol.
So while im on my grumpy kick, its soo annoying when people cant get along, really? i dont understanding the judgeing of others? No body is any better then anyone else. People get riled up over the dumbest things, Im a people observer by nature and i try to understand why people do and say the things they do. I feel old enough to know better, am i the only one that knows better? Am i the only one that sees catty comments really do hurt peoples feelings. Some times i feel like our family is turning into ww3, nobody gets along, or for very long. I dont know im just so frustrated. I just dont feel like we spend enough times with our family because you never know how long someone will be with you, i mean people dont live forever. So we should all try to spend time toghter and really love each other like we should.
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